Buang masa, aku memang terrer

Hanani lies over the (pacific) ocean
Hanani lies over the sea
Hanani lies over the (north pacific) ocean (to be specific)
Oh bring back Hanani to me.

Bring back, oh bring back
Oh bring back Farah Hanani
TO ME!
Bring back, oh bring back
Oh bring back Farah Hanani.

Tapi if you want to send me there to her pun boleh juga, I'm flexible. I could do with a tour of Montreal.

And I miss Diyana too. When I go through her facebook profile sometimes I feel myself getting nervous and start to panic, and think 'this is it. This is the point we don't have common ground anymore and she looks like she's having so much fun over there, and she's meeting awesome people and she won't need me anymore and she'll forget me ALAMAK I WANT HER BACK RIGHT NOW!'. Ye. Aku mudah hysterical.

The both of you popped into my head in the ever random-so-random hour of 5-ish pm during my accounting lecture. I think I've given the I-don't-take-the-word-'miss'-for-granted speech enough times, yea?

Aku tahu aku agak pasif when it comes to friendships. Aku tak pandai nak jaga hati orang. Aku jenis suka pendam perasaan sampai meletup and my friends have to bear the brunt of it all. I tend to keep my friendships at arm's length. I don't bother to take the effort to bring acquaintances past the divider into friends. I leave it at that and just watch as it all fizzles out. Pastu complain. haih. typical.

But i fully appreciate the few people who, despite all my anti-social tendencies, still manage to come around and be my friend. It takes balls, that.

Aku malas nak belajar la. Aku malas nak nak bergerak dari kerusi ni. Aku malas nak pasang lampu. Bilik dah gelap. Maghrib dah nak masuk.

Itinerary malam ini:

Sembahyang
Mandi
Makan yogurt perisa vanilla.
Buat tutorial.

Ok. all systems go.